2.08.2009

complacent once again

I am almost gone, and I have a categorized list of dreams.
this. here.
that. there. 
conquer the world.
play.

There is really no reason to doubt any place at this point. I need to go. I need to try. It is the what that I struggle with. What do I try? I honestly do want greatness. all of those expected artistic trophies. legacies. memories. precedents. I want those. 

oh, whatever. but seriously, that is what I want. 

dumb. I feel dumb when I realize what potential this life holds and I don't chase it immediately. It's just dumb. 

soon, I shall be sprinting, my path melting into the sound of my pounding patter on the corridors of next year.

next year. my first chance to do exactly what I dream of. vrroom vrroom.

ciao.


4 comments:

m said...

listen, and wait. it will come to you, and you won't be afraid.

Czina said...

you don't have to want everything at one time. be patient ;)

Will said...

My friend....you don't need to seek greatness, legacies, memories, etc.....just seek to be true to who you were made to be. Only YOU can be the best you. Just seek to let people see the reflected glory.

Neon Tango said...

This above all: to thine ownself be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.



~~Hamlet, Act I, Scene III