temptation

It's nostalgia. Either towards a life that was or wished.

Pain. Towards a point of remembering.

Towards a point of reliving.

Or perhaps a dream.

It's control. Attempted. tempt.

It's a relief. Obviously. Even if you die to it.

Honorable death in war. That's normally when danger is ignored.

It's familiar.

We are letters with broken seals - a page missing.

I can't tell you the words you want to hear.

They're just as broke broke as you could hope.

You're a spiders' web of wrong turns.

You're a broken skillet and finger burns.

You have a silly habit of being alive -

but we really don't know if you truly survive:

your screams and screams, at nothing at all.

You scream and scream at a blank blank wall.

If we are truly predisposed to death, you are the catalyst.

We all have it coming,

But you got it running.

Hit the ground running on 39 broken legs.

40's just gonna give you more bandages to change.

Do you get it now? Even your breath has got to breathe.

Even your changes have got to evolve.

You eyes must see everything new.

Encyclopedia Brown that shit.

Give me a hug and mean it. I do.

No one gets on this list and leaves without a fight.

I want to give you something to yell about. to write home about. to write "H.O.M.E." about.

to write it down. to fill those blank, blank walls. So go.

go.