this. here.
that. there.
conquer the world.
play.
There is really no reason to doubt any place at this point. I need to go. I need to try. It is the what that I struggle with. What do I try? I honestly do want greatness. all of those expected artistic trophies. legacies. memories. precedents. I want those.
oh, whatever. but seriously, that is what I want.
dumb. I feel dumb when I realize what potential this life holds and I don't chase it immediately. It's just dumb.
soon, I shall be sprinting, my path melting into the sound of my pounding patter on the corridors of next year.
next year. my first chance to do exactly what I dream of. vrroom vrroom.
ciao.
